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....No, not really. But I like random titles. Like from on DeviantART "Gelatin the Green Monkey". Mmm...great title that is. XD Right now I'm totally and utterly happy. And somewhat hyper. No clue why. I've spent the last...two or three days looking for Josh Groban pictures and chatting and reading entries at the forum on this website. I spent so much time looking at the forum today, that I got blocked from looking anymore until tomorrow because I reached some sort of limit. XD I totally neglected Josh for like...ages. Now I'm back into full-blown fangirling mode and if I can ever get my rear in gear, I'll probably be drawing a bunch of pictures of him. And it's totally funny how I first got to looking for Josh stuff. I originally started looking for hp stuff, because I found a link to a LJ community called rupert_daily when I went to look at ron_weasley 's journal after seeing sexyscholar 's Ron wallpaper and icons. So that somehow managed to lead me to search for, of course, Dan Radcliffe pictures, and then after that, something led me to search for Billy Boyd pictures, Dominic Monahagn pictures, Sean Astin pictures, and finally Elijah Wood pictures. Somehow, Elijah Wood's pictures led me off to Josh Groban pictures, and I rediscovered that Josh Groban site linked up there. And that's how that happened. With a few other detours I'm sure. But for the last two or three days, I was stuck on Josh Groban. Then I got kicked off the message board. >_> Oh well, I'll be back tomorrow. XD Also, I was so enveloped by his Joshness, that I wound up having to create a whole new folder for him in my Favourites. ^_^; I also made him a new picture folder, and got a local ezboard account for the forum. Plus I bought two new songs off of iTunes because I didn't have them, and told my stepmom I wanted the special edition Closer CD/DVD or the Josh Groban Live CD/DVD for Christmas. If I'm really lucky I'll end up with both, lol. Soooo...I am certifiably obsessed with Josh Groban, and trust me, he's the first singer I've ever concentrated so much effort into. Usually I think it's stupid and pointless and I tend to get sick of their music or they change it and it's not to my liking or something. But Josh...well Josh is hot. Plus he's only like, 23, and he's got the most gorgeous voice ever, and I would listen to him sing "I Love You, You Love Me" from Barney for the rest of my life I love him that much. So yeah.

Anyway, enough with that obsession. I made a new folder for Elijah Wood pictures too, but that's not because I'm madly in love with him like everyone else. I mean, the guy's super cute, but he actually has a really nice body for referencing on pics. Sooo I'm a dork. XD

OMJ, I love the Newsboys... *coff* (OMJ=Oh My Josh XD) Sorry...Shine just started playing and it rocks...

When I got booted off the Josh forum, I decided to instead search out Josh communities, etc. on LJ. So I did. That was pretty boring, so I thought about what else I could search for and wound up searching for 'weasley twins' 'fred and george weasley' 'rupert grint' and then finally, out of nowhere (actually it was because I remembered a new episode is on tomorrow XDDDDDDDDDDDD), I looked up 'monk' and BABOOM. There's the Monk community, and thus I began looking up Monk pictures. That's also where I got my new icon up there, which is why I decided to make this journal entry in the first place. To give loraj her appropriate credit. Now I have accomplished that and can move on to...other stuff since I still feel like talking now that I've started. Aren't you just thrilled?

I've added a few more things to my Must Remember... list. Some of which I'm doing simultaneously to doing this... Some songs, hot/cute guys, and actor/actresses.

Lessee...what else... Oh, I got my senior pictures done, last Friday, and the proofs came in on Tuesday (I think it was Tuesday). I like getting to pick, that means I'll get to actually like my senior picture! XD Well most of it anyway. I don't like how big the jacket I'm wearing looks, but it's not bad and everyone (my family though... :P) says it looks great, so ces't la vie, I guess. Hmm...well if I can figure out where the heck I/my parents put them I'll scan them in and put them here... Oh well, whatever. They're pretty nifty. I've officially decided though, that smiling with my mouth closed (no teeth) is a bad option. I wind up either looking like I have fangs, or I look like I have gigantic front teeth. So that's not happening any more. :D Oh well, toothy smiles are prettier anyway. :P

Oh. I've decided that I have somehow got to, at some point, become a singer, actress for tv/movies, and an actress for Broadway musicals. I've determined that filming and doing TV interviews and moving people and taking dorky pictures of myself would be the funnest thing ever. Which also brings me to the fact that I want to do a photoshoot like they do for promotions and CD covers and stuff like that, because that looks like it would be a blast. I mean, you get to wear clothes that make you look hot/sexy and you get to go to all these really cool/pretty/spiffy/ubernifty locations and take pictures and joke around and all sorts of weird stuff. It would be awesome. I mean, I've known this all my life, but Josh Groban has just reaffirmed it for me, and I've determined that if he can stay a nice, handsome, sweet, personable guy throughout all that I can too. Plus that would be a completely rockin' way of getting Christ out there. PLUS, I totally might get to hang out with Josh, which would be the best thing, let's see...EVER?! Additionally, (I've been wanting to say that all day...don't ask me why, I don't know. *skips Freddy My Love*) by the time Josh's speeding career levels out and let's him relax and get to do Broadway (like I'm pretty positive he wants to) I could totally be there doing stuff at the same time!!! How much would that rock?! Dood. *takes a relaxing breath* YES, BRAK CAN'T STOP LAUGHING! XDDDDDDD Sooo funny... Wow, you people must think I'm on speed or something. I swear I'm not. I'm just...woo. Wired. I only had a Dr. Pepper today too...

XD I've totally started using the phrase 'OMJ' aka...oh well I went over this up there in the Josh paragraph... in every day speak!! I'm a complete and utter freak of nature!!!! XDDDDDDDD Tara's trying out for 'Switched'! How cool is that?! Just so y'all know, this is exactly how my thoughts are whirring around in my brain at the moment. I'm trying very hard to keep them somewhat centralized... Ah well. Lessee...*tries to concentrate*

OH! I was going to say that LFO is pretty darned cool. I like them a lot. They're weird. XD Don't know crap about the band or any of that, but the CD I stole from Moe's little brother is pretty okay. Yeah.

OMJ, I'm feeling sooo ambitious right now. I just want to do everything at once! I wish I felt like this all the time. Most of the time the feeling crashes and burns as soon as I start and get to the 'work' and taking 'time' part of the deal. lol ONE DAY I WILL DEFEAT YOU LAZINESS!!!!!!

I've been saying this for the last like...2 weeks, but tomorrow I've really got to get working. I need to do scholarship stuff, I have to memorize my lines, I have to start drawing all these pictures... AUGH. I gotta stop thinking of all that stuff all at once. It makes me want to crawl in a corner and hide from responsibility. Soon the summer will be over and it'll be all new stuff thank God. (I think.)

Wow, I think I'm finally calming down a little. I'm tired. I've been staying up too late. Yay! Tomorrow night is a new episode of Monk and a new episode of What Not To Wear. I want to be on that show so bad. I hate the clothes I wear. I want to know how to buy what looks good on me... My figure is so weird because it's an hourglass, but I'm short. I don't know what looks good on me. Stacey, Clinton, HELP MEEEEEEE!

Okay, so let's make a list of drawings I gotta do soon.

Self-portrait(s) for Mom for the back of the yearbook even though she says it's a surprise I know what it is... XD So bad am I. I really gotta tell my stepmom the deadline for that too... >_<
Series of "Molly" pics: 1 in pencil, 1 on the computer, 1 in pastels, 1 in paints, 1 in coloured pencils, 1 in marker? (The first two are for sure, but the last...four are only maybe's... depends on my patience by then and my materials... :P)
MegaMan for digitalreason
some illustrations of my HP fanfics
stuff for scholarships >_<
a big painting on that canvas in my closet...
colouring Tara's Didina pic FINALLY
redrawing Kyle because the old version sucks
a new version of the Josh oekaki because that could be so much better...but I won't do it with a mouse again, that sucked. :P
doodle a comic of this convo (well line actually...) just because it would amuse me: MusicalLuna: umm....sit on a bag of marshmallows? they're soft
draw stuff for Into the Woods
draw stuff for International Thespian Society Members...because they'd love me. And it would be fun. XD lol Man, I'm such a love-whore. XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD OMJ I said whore. And used it in reference to myself. *dies* x_X <--(dead)
*resurrects* I HAVE TO DRAW JESUS PICTURES TOO! I need some serious inspiration in that department. All the stuff I want to draw seems to hard and I don't want to screw up anything that I draw of my Saviour. That would be...yucky.

OMJ, IT'S JOSH!!
A BREATH AWAY'S NOT FAR TO WHERE YOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUU ARRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEE!

*ahem* How about a list of writing thingies I must do, since I can't think of any more drawing thingies?

FINISH THE BLOODY "Thirty Days and Counting" FIC! OR AT LEAST A FRICKEN CHAPTER! DOOD. (Man I love that quote. "Well could you throw me a fricken bone here, Scott?")
Scholarship essays
That's about it. :P

Um....what else... You know what was a pretty freaky/cool movie? Secret Window. That was bizzarre. I expected it to be something different, but it was still...twisty. Or something. Plus Johnny Depp can be hot with bedhead in a bathrobe when he's a psychotic writer. And now I lower the window shade because I'm freaking myself out thinking about psychotic killers. Nighttime is my favourite time, but I freak myself out so easily. Like I hate going out into the hall, because it's dark, and I can't see, and it gives me the creeps. I seriously know, that absolutely nothing is going to happen, but I pretend to have Jesus walking around right next to me to try and calm myself down because I can get that worked up. -_- I always like run out to the kitchen if I need to go there and run back so I can be in the light. Jeez. 17 years old and afraid of the dark. Or what's in the dark anyway. Andy would have a hayday if he knew that. XD I'm glad my bathroom's attatched to my room now... I don't have to leave if I don't want to...

OH! I saw The Terminal yesterday! It totally rocked! I mean, it wasn't overly exciting or mind-boggling or anything, but it was touching and it was so fascinating to watch all the stuff he did. It made me want to have to live in an airport for a few months, lol. Tom Hanks is so cool. I loved the accent too, that was so amazing. I wanna be that good... *gets all dreamy*...*snaps out of it* It made me really like Catherine Zeta-Jones too, seeing her in that and Chicago. Plus Diego Luna is really cute. I haven't seen him act in anything else, and I've decided (since I've started keeping track of the actors and actresses I like) that I have to see a person act in at LEAST two films and really like them before they're officially someone I like as an actor. Except Josh Groban. He could suck more than the Earth and I would still adore him. XD

BOOKS! That's what I can make another list of. I have so many I'm reading/need to read/want to read/forgot I was reading. I want to finish as many as possible before school starts. I mean, it can't be that hard. I finished 7 in the week before I left Florida. And it was really only like 5 days, because I got distracted again the last three or four days before I left... ANYway. The list.

Reread the Left Behind series even though I haven't even finished it all. I keep losing my place and I'm getting confused. So I may as well start at number one. But I have to do it when I'm going to read them all within like a week of finishing the last one... :P
Martyn Pig (this one's a bit odd... a kid kills his alchoholic dad accidentally and then gets rid of the body...)
The Wish (something about popularity... It's by the lady who wrote Ella Enchanted and all that, so it's gotta be pretty good...)
Salem's Lot (out of morbid curiosity. I'm not particularly fond of Stephen King really even though I have a couple of his books and things... I really don't find it very scary. He's kinda...foul mouthed too. Which I suppose you kinda need for some characters in the stuff he writes, but I mean, come on. It doesn't have to be that bad. The sex stuff surprised me too. Yick. But I wanna finish Salem, and I sorta like the style he writes in. The details and everything. The stories are just...unattractive to me most of the time. Anyway...)
The Three Muskateers (I love the Three Muskateers... I figured I oughta read the book instead of just going from movies... XD I do love the Disney version though...it rocks)
The Calling (I know it's written by a missionary. I haven't gotten far enough to say much more than that ^_^;;;)
For Such a Time as This (about being a powerful, good, christian female role-model as a young woman)
IT (I'm halfway through...-_-)
Cold Sassy Tree (assigned reading... :P)
Things Not Seen (invisible kid...by the guy who wrote Frindle...)
Peter Pan
King Arthur and His Knights of the Round Table
Treasure Island
The Adventures of Robin Hood (the above are all because I figured I ought to read the originals of all this stuff I love... :P Don't know if I'll ever get around to it...)
The Cat Who Brought Down the House (I LOVE the Cat Who... Series, they're the best mysteries ever. Plus Qwilleran is just the best name ever. And I want to own Koko.)

Pfft... I really ought to go to bed... I should have gone to bed ages ago. I have to be up earlyish on Saturday and I'm throwing my clock all off. Mmm...hungry.... I've been drinking more water than usual. That's good. I'm trying to be more healthy. Sort of. I can never like a food long enough to continually eat meals. I don't think I've eaten breakfast since we ran out of the good toast bread, and I made eggs today that I threw half of away because it was starting to make me sick... I really shouldn't eat scrambled eggs since I always feel ill if I don't guzzle down some sort of drink right after... >_< I had a sandwich last week for lunner... I haven't eaten dinner all week I don't think. I never eat :P And it's not like I do it on purpose. I'm not like 'oh I'm fat I'm going to starve myself to get skinny' because that's just stupid and I'm plenty skinny enough. I'm just way too lazy to actually make something. Or I can't find anything. I'm really picky... I have to eat what I feel like eating or I just don't want to at all... I mean, I'll get hungry and wander out to the kitchen, and rummage around in the fridge and in the cupboard and not be able to find anything that looks appealing. So I just grab a glass of milk or a soda or a water bottle and don't eat. Oh, sometimes vitamins too, depending on whether or not I've eaten the whole day's worth by then. My wrists are killing meeeeeeeeeeee.... So yeah. I don't not eat because I want to starve myself. It's because I'm lazy, and picky. I don't like being bothered to eat. Eating is a hassle. You have to pick something you like and make it and then actually sit down and eat it... :P It's just...irritating. Like having to sleep. I hate sleeping. But it's nice. If I didn't have to sleep in order to function, I wouldn't. But I can't do anything if I don't get at least some sleep. It sucks. I mean, really, sleep is just a waste of time I could be using to get out and DO stuff. So yeah. There you have Meagan's Philosophy on Eating and Sleeping and Why It's a Sucky, Lousy Waste of Her Time.

I found so many really neat pictures in the last few days of searching and I've gotta get drawing or I'll never be able to use them. I've got to get out of this lazy funk. It's driving me nuts. I'm going to listen to Clay Aiken when I go to bed. I like him... he's got a nice voice. Not as nice as Josh mind you. But Josh'll keep me up tonight. :)

Dood. I so got Bianca in our production of Taming of the Shrew. I had to hear it twice because I've never had a part with more than like 60 seconds of stage time or two lines. I'm sooo nervous. I want to prove to everyone that I'm a decent actor and that I can actually do all this stuff, and I want to prove to myself that even if I am having a nervous breakdown inside, I can pull off a preformance and do a great job. I just hope I don't get so nervous when we actually do it that I completely shut down or hyperventilate or something. I'm just glad it's not singing yet. That's what's super hard to do if you can't breathe properly... *rolls eyes* I hope I do well, I really want to make a good impression on everyone... The funniest part of the whole thing is that Andy's playing Lucentio and winds up marrying me. XD It's sooo ironic. I'm excited because I get to be Andrea's sister though! We had so much fun last time, we got in trouble for being to loud. XD It was great. I never get in trouble lol.

OMJ, I love Billy Gilman. I wonder if he still has a pretty voice now that he's pubertized? I sure hope so... Poor guy. Man I wish I knew if he was going to do anything in the future... The midi or whatever it is on his official site sounds a lot older than he used to...but maybe it's just because I've never heard that song. Lord, I really hope he gets out more albums. It would be really sad if he didn't. I wish the stupid site would give up-to-date information!!!! *beats it*

Pff...okay time to go, I'm tired and I need to go to sleep. This was...oh crap. I forgot... *goes and grabs the surveys from Soapie's journal*

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	erotic
Your hugs are...	warm
Your eyes...	twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is...	the only thing I desire
Your smell is...	amazing
Your smile is...	encouraging
Your love is...	everlasting

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Get to know the REAL you by crash_and_burn
Your Name
You Are A:	Loner
Your Favorite Band/Song	Marilyn Manson - Dope Show
You Like To Read:	Horror books
You Firmly Believe In:	Abstinence
Everyone Thinks You Are:	OMG WAY HOTT LOLZ
You Were Conceived:	In the mall
You Will Marry:	An Italian plumber

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Your Sexual Profile (you sexual deviant you...) by sparkledee
Name
Your Secret Kink Thing	You like to play dead.
Your Sexual Strength	Your sensual massage...
Your Sexual Weakness	You're stiff & mechanical.
Your Likely STD	Chronic yeast infections
How Many Partners in Crime?	No! Your hand doesn't count!!

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